Wednesday, 30 December 2009

Good Bye'09

It's the time to say good bye-09'. what's so special? I was born on 90 and say good bye to 09, and it never comes back, that's the special place. hah, look on yourself guys, what do you think? Well, i hope that 09' christmas wishes will made your life better too.
I've just ended the contract with Standard Chartered Bank, of course beside earned some pocket money, i totally enjoyed the life of work in Standard Chartered, Thanks God! My colleagues are nice to see and nice to joke! Hah, perhaps they laughed me--naive, but I am sure I've bought them some sweet-laugh memories yah! Most important, I learnt how to communicate with colleagues, with office workers, with my line manager too. It was a meaningful working experienced.
Look at my christmas wishes, I think No! I'm not sure about my wishes, how could it be? Every people like to make wish,hah, most of the people, who is the one who give answer for our wishes? No matter believers or non-believers, their mind-set lead them to a very peaceful world, I believed. For me, Christmas is not Xmas!. You get what I mean.
I was celebrated many times of christmas, mostly I was around my hometown every year. I never celebrated christmas outside(KL) before. There's no caroling, no gospel, no bible sharing, it seems like christmas have lost its taste.
Sadly, I don't give much wishes to my friends. Despite lost contact with them since last year when i came Petaling Jaya(PJ) for further education, my heart is wishing them a blessed new year!
My new semester will be started at 18 jan 2010. For me the tertiary education can't be taken easily, I must overcome myself. I know my line of ability,imperfection,but I must put more effort on it. Secondly, my education must for a purpose, its for god, for my beloved family and finally for myself. I'll give what I've gain.
Lastly, I wish all my beloved friends a Happy New year 2010!! ARWW!! I'm gonna get older and older! Hah, I just keep it up for god, aging doesn't mean that can't do things for god. And i should have a happy ending'09, it was a blessed year for me! Hopefully i will keep smiling, no matter how sad my life is. My name is long, I started prepare for my new relationship! Hope that god will "made" me a new girl for me^^No!! how to say? Bring myself to that unknown girl? LOL! Thinking too much . Happy New year!

Tuesday, 08 December 2009

Woah~~~

Oh No!!! ArWW~~ I'M BACK man~~!! Im back!! *MAD*
Im in high because accidentally sign in to my blogspot corner ><
I've forgotten about my blospot password...sad..Now I found it back ^^[ Happy]
Uhm...What should i write huh? wouldn't figure out what I want to express .....
Let's look at my recent life?
hahah...It's pretty good because I've found a nice company and work for it. The contract will be expired at the end of December.
Will be right back to my corner when i figure out what i want to express yar.
Bye

Monday, 13 July 2009

-do something>

..............................................
.................................An indian man suddenly came over and told me something.
He walk with the help of a tools, seems like accident before. He asked me about a kind Chinese medicine, which able to recover the wound faster.
" Huh,ermmm..here is mini market and i don't really think they selling that kind of medicine", I replied.
Then, he walked away with weird footstep.
Suddenly he turned back again and pledge for a " cincau Tea".
" No Problem, wait a minutes", I answer.

...........................
3 Minutes later, we met at counter there. He questioned me and realized that I am not a shop worker!

That indian man thought I am shop worker and called me for help.



What the god said in bible?

Help those who need us, don't just give a mercy stare and without action.
I am trying to help those who really need help....
Praise The lord.

Sunday, 21 June 2009

26/5/09 Tuesday

愛人不如先愛夠自己先


前幾天見了個朋友,提到他的女友。他說已經分手了,奇怪,我說你們倆不是好好的,做麽要分開。他講了句話:經得起十年的友情,卻經不起1年的愛情。我傻去,真的,她小,中學都和他一起念書。繼續,他說他被丿,我不信。 他說她去新加坡工作認識一個男生后,直接提出分手。

男的還特地打電話給他,說我朋友錢也沒有,屋子也沒有,什麽都沒有,最好是離開她。 女方的家人更死。他們打電話給他,說你這麽弱,哪裏可以保護我的女兒。他那句話很令我感觸。這麽多年來,看到以前的情人,分的分,散的散。也不能說傷到近醫院,但能從他們的臉部看出一種表情。

 其實被那麽多有男女朋友的朋友圍繞著,也不好受。因爲第一次有好結果的不多,讓我感覺初戀有點失味。初戀感覺很好,都是第一次。第一次拉手,第一次擁抱,第一次,寫情信,短訊,留言等等,很多的第一次都在第一次進行了。現在初戀對我來説有恐懼感。不過一些的信念,愛情觀也幫助我減低這壓力。


   像上述這個女孩不該這樣對待我朋友。不是每對情人都會在一起一輩子,如果對方要分手的話,也要有一些方式。坦誠的說出不喜歡/爲什麽/醬不是很好嗎?如果喜歡的話,要快點說;不喜歡的話,要更快。這樣的方式只會傷害別人,叫別人幫你分手?!!有沒有醬強啊?這樣的女生沒有責任感。愛情的責任是雙方的,不是單方的。


 很替我朋友可憐。因爲他對愛情失去信心,也很難愛上人。難道窮人不可愛人嗎?一定要有車,錢才可開始戀愛?他須鼓勵,而我也卻不能做什麽。希望有男女朋友的能夠彼此坦誠用不同的方式表達自己的感受,那纔是對的,而不是呼呼喝喝的

Tuesday, 21 April 2009

最近天氣超吊的!!

Sunday, 22 March 2009

不在乎

不在乎
你的妝化得有多濃 跟我在一起 我不會以你的外表給你評分

不在乎
你給我的距離有多遠 實際上你在東我在西 但距離越遠 你我的關係越近

不在乎
你跟別的男生嬉戲 雖然我看著你 但我的心如刀割

不在乎
你記不記得我的樣子 卻想著如何讓你開心 也許你一個人會更自由

不在乎
你愛上了他 我在你心中還有沒有留个位置 但我卻選擇傻傻愛著你

不在乎
我遍體鱗傷 過著行屍走肉的生活 若你愛他 我寧願看著你幸福的樣子

不在乎
我們的約定有多麽長久 我還是會瓦解 只要你告訴我你愛他

不在乎
你給我的一句我可以找到更好的女孩 我情願守護你們一輩子 因爲我再也愛不上別人

不在乎
我做了什麽 只要你開口 我就會停止對你的感動 雖然辦不到 但我想嘗試承受

不在乎
我迷了路 是生是死 我能撐著 是答應了上帝了的

不在乎
你的選擇是對是錯 我很想化爲你夢想的樣子 留在你身旁看著你

不在乎
我的條件差 我什麽都沒有 只有一顆守候你和上帝的心

不在乎
你聼不聼到 我的内心叫著你 是清晰的 你不回頭 但這個位子是你的

不在乎
你到哪裏去 我永遠祝福你 我很開心

不在乎
我不在乎這個的不在乎
是你選擇了他 你在我心中才這麽美麗 我對你的思念才這麽強

不在乎

不在乎